Ok, I had a talk with my fiance after a little argument on Saturday night and she brought this up when everything cooled down.

She said that I need to stop flipping out over the littlest things and stop thinking of the worst possible scenarios.

I sometimes get worked up over the tiniest things it's not even funny. Things that people looking from the outside in would laugh at.

Most of the time is has to do with cleaning the apartment. If there is something dirty or needs vacuuming I do it then go into a cleaning tirade, cleaning everything.

Other things are stuff like if a neighbor parks like a idiot I want to knock on their door and ring their neck. One time I even went out and put a not so nice note slapped right on their windshield. (note: he never parked like that again )

I just feel at times like I have so much stuff bottled up and I feel like I'm going to burst.

Steph says when I get like that to calm down and take a few deeps breaths or sit down but it's really hard.

A few things got to me today and I did really good by just saying to myself that its no big deal and just went on but I wish I could do this with everything.

I've had alot go on in my life and I'm not sure if some of that has made me like this at times.

Also, high blood pressure runs in my family with males if that has anything to do with it.

Anyone ever get like this or know someone who is like this?