I had quite a few e mails sent to me regarding peoples and my feelings as to what happened with in the last 24 hours on this forum.

I have mixed feelings about leaving. so in a way to keep the peace I want to leave. and in a way I dont want to leave due to the fact that this forum is the only place I feel at home.

I dont know what to do any more and i feel like an ... **other word for Donky**... about what I did and said. Because of the whole MKR thing I feel as if some of you think differently (sp?) of me, and that is ok. If we can all put this behind us I feel things between me and some of the users on this forum could go back to the way things were befor my out-burst.

to Jglass38 : I'm truly sorry for saying the things I said to you and about your posts.
we all get angry and sometimes we don't see things or want to see things how they really are. I miss read what you said and went off the hook, and you said some things that were hurtful. And Im deeply sorry for what I said to you.

to JLC: I'm sorry for making you and your forum look bad. It was not my intention (sp?) to do so and I promise it will never happen again. if there is anything I could do to make up for my rudeness you know i would do it.
I think very highly of this forum and it's users and I have send several people to this forum for questions and answers.

to every one else that was effected by my words and post regarding my words: This is not a plee for foregivness, or anything like that. I just feel really badly about what I did. This forum is like my 2nd family and like all families we too can get in to it once and a while.

I'm sorry for everything and I think I would like to stay. (not like I'm getting booted right now any way)

Thanks for letting me get this out guys/gals

Jess