How could I have ended up in the crappy position I am in? I am NOT talking about my awesome family or my unbeatable boyfriend. I am talking, me. I am in a pathetic dead end job and even here I can't seem to stand up for myself, and find myself doing other people's work. It is not pretty. I have awesome pets and a cool place to live with my man, but sometimes I don't feel like I even deserve it because I am such a lowlife employment-wise. I am not kidding here; in gradeschool I was ranked with the top 97 percentile in all the country's schools, as one of the most inteelgent. I woulf get straight a's and then in highschool I fell in with the classic "wrong crowd" and dropped out, only to find myself at the same dead job since then.
What the hck can I do? If I go to school, there'll be tons of loans and I know many ppl who did that, and they could not find jobs in their fields. I seriously need advice, people. How can I make lots of $$ on my own and stop being second fiddle to my man in the earnings department?