I'm sorry Naja, I shouldn't have posted on your thread. My opinion on hots has nothing to do with your emotional journey. I don't doubt in the slightest that you are a very responsible owner,I just worry about the people you sold to. I'm sure you did extensive background checks since you obviously care for your snakes greatly and would only want them to go to a good home. I am not a parent but I can understand. My niece is 7 years old now and I still check in on her to make sure she's breathing when she stays over. I really do wish you and your son a wonderful life and I'm sorry you had to give up your hobby for now. It was totally unnecessary to make my previous comment, please accept my apology.