Just so everyone knows, I'm 14 years old, I'll be 15 in November. I don't trust talking to anyone because I feel like I'm being taken as a joke, and it's summer so no school counselors, and I was talking to an upper-classman the other day and said that the counselor that I will have all four years in high school, sucks! So, that's out the door, because I don't want to end up blowing up on someone because as some others have mentioned, manic depression is present also, just didn't want to throw so much into one pot and make some kind of chemical explosion. :c

I really do appreciate all the advice, and I thank those who are trying to push me away from medication due to its negative works on the body, brain, etc. I am just to the point to where I'm kind of null, or numb, I don't really care anymore. MarkS - your sons story is touching, I feel for him, and if you could tell him for me, I tell everyone this who feels his way, there's always light on the other side of whatever you're pushing through.