Thank you all so much, it really helps that this community is so supportive.

Right now one of my issues involves my insurance. They are insisting on not paying for anything so even though I pay $1700 a year for it, I can't use it. Coupled with my severe social and phone anxiety doesn't help me to try and fix the issue with insurance. I have luckily been able to keep refilling my prescription for Citalopram, which helped for awhile, not sure if I need a higher dose but it doesn't affect me anymore. Already at 40mg, would rather not have more.
I do, however, have access to counseling through my college. Thank you guys for helping me with that decision, I will definitely take advantage of that.