This last time I bought feeder rats for my boys I bought 2 feedings worth. Well the additional one I bought to feed to my larger boy Clyde appears to be sick, and only getting worse. How bizarre is it that I feel terrible about needing to kill it to end it's suffering but I have no problem feeding live rats to my BPs? Like I know I need to do it cause he is clearly messed up but I can't bring myself to do it