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    Life is short.

    Most of you don't know i'm into martial arts. Jiu Jitsu mainly. I trained since i was young. Tonight some good friends were killed in a car accident. A drunk driver decided they shouldn't live anymore. He left an 8 year old boy parentless. I want to fight. i know its selfish but i want to hurt them.

    last week I was told my heart is so bad that its like the heart of a 60 year old and I'm in danger of a stroke. Genetics are a B...ch. I want to live. I want his parents to live. I want to hurt the one who took them from him.

    i ask "why?". i want to hurt someone. I want to make someone responsible and "pay". i want to not feel that way but i do. I wish I was the guy that offered hugs to the ones that hurt but I'm the one who offers pain. Right or wrong it's who I am. once upon a time i was a firefighter. volunteer. I held men, women and children as they took their last breaths. I dont want those memories but I have them. They are mine. my nature in these situations turned into a need for retribution. I want to just let it go but i cant. Again I want to fight.

    I once cut a fallen tree off a house. A man was trapped underneath. I held him. All he said was "I'm sorry." over and over. he died in my arms. I kept cutting that tree till it was a pile of saw dust. Taking that tree away didnt take that experience away. This is YOUR life! DON'T act like it isn't yours!
    "you only regret the risks in life you DON'T take."

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