2 things have happened to me that have sent me into a reptile depression,1) had to neonate biak gtp prolapse and die on me at the same time( i had taking to the vet just to get them looked at and he said i should soak them, which i thought was weird but followed his orders b/c he was the professional. He gave me a solution said to mix with water and let them soak well 1 day later they both prolapse and are dead in a matter of minutes, tried suger paste, no luck.) Anways Shortly after that i had to sell my 3 ball pythons just to try and make my house note, which just about killed me. Well i stopped going to reptile shows, stopped going to the forums, i just ran from anything reptile related.Now things are alot better financially but i am unable to convience myself to purchase another snake. I want more i wish i had 100. Im sure i sound like a crazy person but i am having a serious issues with moving on. Thanks for reading, any advise would be helpful