Well my girl just arrived to my wife dead. Shipped her back home yesterday and just found out she didn't make the trip across country. So my 1 and only BP is now gone. My heart feels so empty right now and on top of all of it my house is getting packed up and being moved back to california and I'm just a mess right now. I feel like its my fault but she was packaged right so not sure what happened and don't care. Just the fact that I've been dreaming of having kira my whole life and now she is gone is just killing me inside. I loved my baby girl and will miss her always. Love you kira and I'm sorry.