Hey guys, sorry I haven't been on much lately. So much going on in my life. Left my fiance of 8 years last week because I wasn't happy anymore. Trying to do things to make myself happy for once. I was in a very controlling relationship and I wasn't allowed to do anything so now its a huge change going out with old friends and meeting new people. Since I have left so many things have came out of the works, cheating, lying and what-not..so I feel like I did the right thing..just feeling a little lonely and sad but I have so many people standing behind me so I think i'll be okay. Totally feeling stupid for not seeing any of this going on though. Sorry for ranting and maybe giving a little TMI but I just wanted to let you all know that I didn't leave the forum. I actually convinced my grandparents to let me keep Rio here so i'm so excited about that. When I fed him yesterday my grandpa was so interested in it..so I think things will work out in the end..