Diabetics..

[JAYGEE]

Sorry if there is misspelling, bad grammar and bad punctuation. its 3:09 am.

Ever since my wife had our kids, my oldest being 7 youngest 4 she was diagnosed with diabetes. I hate diabetes and wish there was a cure. When were asleep I seem to have a 6th sense and know her sugar is low and will wake up and ask her if she is ok. Like tonight, the reason im awake. I ask her is she is ok and she tells me yea, so I try to go back to sleep and certain noises movements I knew she wasn't.

I go get a root beer and make her drink it. I go get her sugar checker thing and look at her last reading at 12:19 am and it was 111. She drink the coke and I make her check her sugar again and its 31. I told her she is a winner and
gets to eat jelly beans.

Tonight wasn't bad, last time was horrible. I have had to call the ambulance before and its like seeing a zombie If you ever seen some one when there sugar is really low you know what im talking about. Its crazy, and I hate seeing her like that. I honestly don't know how much more I can take. It kills me to see her like that. I notice it happens more when we eat early but she was at her sisters house this evening while I went to ride my motorcycle, and I figured she ate but I guess not.

We have been together going on 10 years, she will be 29 and I am 30. I love my wife but I hate this crap. I hate having to force her to drink coke and swallow jellybeans.

/rant.

sorry for the ramblings, I just needed to tell someone and get it off my chest.