You know, being a woman myself who has big ball python dreams { axanthic pieds }, even a token of your intentions would make me happy.
What I'm saying is: I know you can't afford a visual clown any more than my hubby could an axanthic het pied { visuals are not for sale anywhere }, but in his infinite sweetness to me, he had a friend draw a lovely picture of an axanthic pied for me inscribed : One Day To my wife with love.
His way of telling me he'd get me my dream in a second if he could, but for now....
And I treasure that picture because it tells me how much he loves me and wants to make me happy.
So, maybe you could get her something to show how much you want to get her the snake she longs for, or even something silly, like a clown shaped bank to hold the savings towards a future clown purchase. Just some thoughts.
Gale