...cuz i'm on meds for a trembling disorder. i'm really sad cuz i wanted 1 more...little girl...but now i'm under doctor's orders to not do it.
dammit!
my mom said to get my tubes tied but i'm scared of surgery so i'll probly go with another IUD.
i feel like i'm in mourning...for the 3rd child i'll never be able to have.
sorry for posting something as personal as this but i really need some hugs...