I'm sorry to hear about your family and hope for healing in your time of morning. Your mom must be quite a fighter. I'm planing on going into nursing and I really don't want to know what kind of loans I'll be looking at. I've go to go back and do some high school(starting within a month so hopefully next year I can go to school) then going for my personal support worker just in case the nursing doesn't workout. I hope that by the time my kids are grown( they are 4, 7,8,10,12 and yes I'm only 28 so it's still not to late)I'll be able to do a bit of mission work. Something to make me feel like I've done a little something.