I know. I've stated that before. But it's the only source I can use currently. Not many canadian feeder sites to choose from. And shipping kills me. So I have to pay that, or starve my bp.
Also, it's probably best if you try and switch your bp to frozen thawed, or atleast prekilled. Feeding live can be cruel to both the mouse and the snake. The mouse suffers to death, and if cornered and scared enough, can defend itself and injure your snake. A mouse might not do too much damage, but when you get up to feeding rats, a rat can do serious damage. :( Just trying to think what's best for your snake.