:(:tears:Feel so bad for your loss. I couldn't even imagine losing any of my babies. People always tell me, "I don't know how you could get attached to a snake, its a reptile, no fur, no cuddling,etc." I'm not really sure HOW you get attached to them, but you just do. My one female (that I thought was a YB) seems to enjoy laying on the bed with me, and she cuddles right up to my neck/chin. Even tends to rub her heat pits on my lip. It's kinda freaky because sometimes, she will do it at a certain angle where I feel her teeth.
Anyway, I feel so bad for your situation. I don't like seeing any animals suffer. You did everything you could. :(:tears:
The only way to go now is up. Hang in there and take whatever time you need to get past this. :please: