Well it is day 2 and I am now able to talk about it.. :(
The vet said that the infection was way to far gone and had spread through her body. This is why when we picked her up the night before the end she didnt feel cold but actually warm. He said that was the sign that the infection was much worse than we had thought. He said he was so sorry to hear that it had happened on the day she was to go back for her check-up.
On the good side of this. My son's BP Duk checked out A-OK and he is srtong and healthy. He is weighing in at 1772.89 grams on empty. He has no mites and all is well with him.
I hate to say this but I dont think I am cut out for rescues.. It is to rough on me and my family. We get so attached to them so fast and to have this happen just bites!
I do know I will be the biggest :cens0r: when I see any reptile being neglected:mad:.. I might even take it into my own hands:fishslap:
Thank you all for your kind words...