As some of you already know, my girlfriend is pregnant. This isn't something we planned, or that I wanted. I have emotionally been having a horrible time with it. Anyway, thats not the point.

As of yesterday my girlfriend was rushed to the ER with labored breathing. She has had pneumonia over 70 times in her life due to a deformed airway in one lung. You guessed it, she has pneumonia, in both lungs. She was scheduled to be induced tomorrow as it was. Now they don't think she has the strength to go through with the labor and are doing a C section. Anesthesia doesn't want to deal with her yet, because of her labored breathing. It may get pushed back until Thursday. As of now, everything is in chaos. They can't keep her blood pressure down, and her oxygen level up. They have it somewhat stable finally but not exactly where they want it. They are giving her steroids and antibiotics to try to get her healthy enough for Wednesday.

Her and I already weren't doing well before this at all. The baby, and the decisions that needed to be made were already tearing us apart. To top it off, I myself am still dealing with being sick as well, her mom is on antibiotics AND her father is getting sick as well.

Sorry if any of this didn't make sense. I haven't been sleeping or eating well an am kinda on autopilot. I guess I just needed to get this all out. Keep us in your thoughts and prayers.

Oh, you all know what I look like. Here is a picture of her.



Just as I posted this I got a phone call. I get to rush back up there. Baby's fluid is low, so they may c section tonight.