I just came home from saying goodbye to my grandmother. She isn't doing well at all after a surgery and they don't expect her body to last much longer. I already struggle with mental illness and this is just hitting me really hard because of how close we are. She isn't usually one to say I love you but today she told it to me three times.
I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here I could just use some virtual hugs and encouragement. I just kind of don't know what to do with myself right now..