I know this has nothing to do with snakes and thats why its in the off topic cafe. Hopefully it doesn't violate any forum rules (if so please alert me) I just needed so advice from outside sources and thought here might be good. I recently got a new job @ babies r us. My first job ever, I have only been on it for a couple months now and have clocked a good amount of hours. My coworkers told me I was doing really good and I was starting to be less anxious about the whole thing. I woke up today however and had a call from my manager telling me I had missed a 10-2 shift. I don't know how it slipped by me. I am devastated and mortified and really dont want to get fired. I apologized profusely and promised it wouldn't happen again, but I dont know how much else I can do. I know some people will call me a wuss or stupid for this but I'm about 6 months clean from self harming and this is making me feel the urge to start again. I just really needed so advice and had nowhere else to go.

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Normal doesn't mean boring!