feel so sad today, its like the end of 2016 is not good for me. I've heard a lot of people die and I've seen a lot of people that are special for me die withot reason. For me, 2017 would not be a good year for me, i know. It is bad that for me good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to people like me. I have been good to a lot of people lately and THIS happens to me. It's soo sadd. I feel like crying but I can't. Well, we can't mourn forever, right? We just have to look life in a different angle now. I lost someone I care for. I hope he is in good hands now. Goodbye Junior!