I just got my first BP, and i know i cannot hold him for atleast 2 weeks, and im going insane. I just brought him home this morning and i just wanna hold him. anyone else ever feel this way?

Also im so worried about making sure hes ok, new mom and all thats what we do. He has been in his hide on the side where the temp is 80, just switched the day light off and have the red light on. waiting to see if he switches sides.