Well as some of you know I lost one of my favorite bps a short while back and ever since its had me thinking about what direction I want to head in. I've thought everything from just replace her, to waiting and buying a big investment. I've also thought about other animals I want to experiment with. Balls just aren't bringing me the joy and excitement that they used to. So I think I'd much rather pursue something that I have a passion for than make my animals suffer cause I don't enjoy them. I still have a good bit a soul searching to do to find where I want to go next. And I will always have a special place in my heart for balls. I just think this is the best choice for me right now. I'm not leaving the site as there is always plenty to learn on other species and I always enjoy the pic threads. Wish me luck in finding what my passion is. Who knows maybe its bps after all I just need to see that.
