I didn't understand you I don't know why you left I just know feeling you die in my hands is the last thing I would ever wish on another person Isis was a normal female ball python who was a yearling and stopped eating she puked up any assist fed food and only ate on her own twice I held her in her last moments of life she no longer reacted to my touch and was stiff the next day I still don't know why she refused everything she went 6 months off feed then ate on her own twice and then puked up any assist fed food until she died there was no sickness (took her to a vet for antibiotics) her tub was the same as everyone else's habitat and they are all fine She was VERY aggressive and I only had her for 9 months