my names tony, im 24 years old and from the age of 18 to 20-21 ive been bouncing around and traveling, living in like 5 different places over 3 years. my father died the day after my 21st birthday and ive been stuck back in my hometown since, for the pure reason of being close to my mother. i feel bored and slightly depressed being "stuck" here. it f's me up to feel like i am stuck here pretty much til she dies and id feel bad leaving, so it leaves me with a paradox. thats pretty much the gist of it without details. advice please?