...I just read a post someone put on here, about their mom.
...I don't know if anyone cares, but I don't want to die.
I know I have to, so I'm not going to help hurry it up.
I'm going to call the doctor today and I'm going to try to get something prescribed to help me quit smoking.
You know what's sad? My parents are probably going to die of cancer from cigarettes.
I'm going to lose them some 15 years early because of cigarettes. Because of a drug.
...that won't be me. Some of you said you can't say "I'm going to try to quit", but you have to say "I will quit."
I will quit.
I don't want to kill myself.
I want to live.
I'm going to get help, and I'm done.
Sorry for the rant...my heart feels like it sunk into a pit in my tummy. I'm crying and anxious and panicky...
To the person who made the original post that sparked this...you have changed my entire view of everything. I don't know why your post. But...
some things happen for a reason, maybe.
I had to rehome my kitty, and my dog got cancer and we put her down. RIP.(Did I forget anything??
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