Super bummed out-

Paid a deposit a while ago to Fred Kick for two pastel orange ghosts. He was very difficult to get a hold of and talk to and I put the deposit down without getting current weights and pics. Well a few weeks later I finally got the pics and the pair didn't match the pair pictured/advertised on kingsnake GRRRRR. So I told him I only wanted the male - and he is all like "you paid a deposit on the pair" and I'm like excuse me on the pair that doesn't exist!!! So then he said if I paid him an extra 150.00 on top of what he was selling the male for (would have been 450.00 additional to the deposit) I could just have the male. I agreed to that, then I did a search for Fred Kick and I found out that his shop got raided and a bunch of animals were taken away from him I emailed him again to tell him when he needed to ship and I never got a reply. So I filed a paypal dispute and got my money back but now I feel bad that the animal is going to be in filthy substandard conditions but at the same time I'm not trying to get my snakes sick either. I just feel really sad and crummy about the whole thing.