A little nervous and scared

[ballpythonluvr]

I had made a previous thread about needing ECT. I start my treatments on Monday. It will we every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday for a month that I get the treatments. I am just a little scared. I want to feel better though so I am getting the treatments. It has been a very long hard road dealing with the manic ups and downs and severe depression of bipolar disorder. I had lost all hope for a very long time and nearly gave up everything. If I didn't have my fiancé in my corner, I would have given up all together. He has been my rock and my reason to keep going. I have far to much to live for to just sit here quietly and give up.

[Craiga 01453]

Good luck, we're thinking of you!

[Miranda2]

Sounds a bit scary but hopefully it will work well for you. Good Luck.

[tttaylorrr]

it's okay to be scared, it sounds scary! you just gota fight back with all you got! good luck!!! don't be afraid to ask your fiancé if you need help with even the little daily things while you're focusing on getting better. he sound so supportive i'm sure he'll be very helpful during this battle.

i'm rooting for you!!!

[DLena]

You're in my heart and prayers.